We're All Monsters Living In A Dream.
I'm from a town where everyone knows everyone.
In a state everyone has seen, but no one has looked at.
In a country falsely portrayed.
On a planet no one takes care of.
In a universe barely explored.
But I turned out alright.

I don't always tag. Get over it.


Just your typical feline in his fixed-spacial point. Be careful of his spine ridges, they’re quite poisonous.





  1. Child of RageA documentary about a young girl who was sexually abused when she was a year old. She has a desire to murder her entire family and carries out numerous disturbing tasks. 
  2. The Scariest Drug in the World: Scopolamine is a drug that when taken keeps a person coherent but makes them open to follow commands. It’s been used to make people steal, as a rape drug and a way to humiliate people. It’s known as a “chemical hypnosis”. This film documents people’s experience with it.
  3. Demonic Possession and Exorcism: The footage you are about to witness contains highly disturbing material. 
  4. An Interview with a Cannibal: An interview with a man named, Issei Sagawa who committed a pretty horrific crime. He butchered and raped a young Dutch women because he wanted to absorb her “energy”. He spent 3 days consuming her flesh. 
  5. The BridgeA film on the Golden Gate Bridge, which captures the number of suicides. Many describe it as a powerful documentary, that leaves a lasting impression.
  6. High on Crack Street: Shows just how badly crack ruins lives.  A great portrayal of the harsh, dark side of drugs. 
  7. Aokigahara/Suicide Forest: A geologist walks through the forest and shows us what he sees. Definitly contains some depressing material.
  8. Atomic Wounds: The effect of a nuclear weapon on a mass number of people. It’s disheartening, it’s horrifying, but it’s reality. 
  9. Just Melvin, Just Evil: A documentary about a tormented family who suffered from sexual abuse and substance abuse because of one man. It leaves you wondering how can one man be so destructive?
  10. Earthlings: One of the most intense documentaries made about animal abuse. Footage contains graphic material. 

Feel free to add to this list :)

gotta watch em all gotta watch em all 


so my mom is part of an art club and once every three months they have a potluck/awkwards show.

well on sunday they had one and i was all happy, thinking someone made muffin tops. and i happily grab it, eat my dinner, and bite into half of the chocolate chip muffin top i snagged.

turns out it was a cookie. and it wasn’t chocolate was raisin.

and then, i go back and try for another dessert, and i happily grab an oatmeal cookie.

it wasn’t raisins…it was chocolate chip.

this is why i have trust issues



The future! Today!



pros of turning 18: can legally do the stuff i already do
cons of turning 18: no longer the dancing queen


enough about sex positions has anyone discovered a reading position which doesn’t get uncomfortable after 5 minutes